Hi I am Lily
I am an autistic nonbinary boygirl
I have cptsd, several personality disorders and more
lily
after the snap • bruise tones • quiet survival
entry
current likes
philosophy, psychology, my partner, food, video games, identities, kind ppl, open-minded ppl, ppl who genuinely understand me, happiness, euphoria, freedom, ai, betterdiscord, aesthetics, creativity
fragments
aftermath
bruised soul
hurt survivor
loud pain
familial pressure
rewritten mind
snapped over n over
current dislikes
isolation, angry ppl, fights, rude ppl, toxic ppl, gatekeeping, fake ppl, fake emotions, my symptoms, my episodes, my parents, my ex friends and partners
music
song one
Unalive, nonexistent and always tired
song two
All my dreams are just memories now
song three
the colours of a bruise
song four
beautiful, kind but beyond damaged
one image maybe
some of my symptoms
dissociation, splitting, paranoia, hypervigilance, anxiety, avoidance, psychosis-like traits, freezing, pleasing, anger issues, flashbacks, nightmares, executive dysfunction